• I remember

    I remember everythingI remember the tears, the painI remember how you made me feelI remember that you could choose to be kinderJust a littleBut you didn’t I remember I was innocentI remember I smiled and said ‘hi’But you couldn’t contain itMy pureI said shitty things once or twoBut God! He knew my heart is pure… Continue reading

  • The ghost of you

    22 Desember 2023 I’m always be the ghost of youBecause you make me tooYou like it, me lingering in your mindYour words have been haunting meI like it, playing all of them in my mindI don’t forget, not any single syllables There are days you remember me the mostThere are days you wish you could… Continue reading

  • Buried my feelings

    10 Desember 2023 I remember the night when we fightHow you refused me though couple months ago you forced meI was mad and you kissed my cheekWrapped your arms around meSo I buried my head in your chestListened to your heartbeat all along the night I should buried my feelings too, shouldn’t I?And I didBut… Continue reading

  • The grace of change

    14 September 2023 I’m always grateful for the time that we spent together. It was not short, and in the bottom of my heart I kinda wish we could spend any longer. My heart is full of love but still there is a room for sadness and anger. Gracefully, they weren’t there for long. I… Continue reading

  • Di duniaku yang lain

    21 Agustus 2023 Bahkan di duniaku yg lain, kita tidak saling bicaraDi duniaku yg lain, kita tidak saling menyapaKita telah menjadi asing Continue reading

  • Puji Tuhan

    27 Juli 2023 Tuhan, terima kasih karena kali ini lebih mudahTerima kasih karena kesadaranku lebih banyak mengambil kendaliTerima kasih aku tidak banyak bertanya mengapa Terima kasih paling banyak telah menyertaiku dalam memilih ini Aku tahu segala apa yg kujalani sekarang adalah yang terbaik yang kau beriKerusuhan hati, keributan di kepala, adalah memang aku sedang perlu… Continue reading

  • It’s okay, baby girl

    21 Juli 2023 There’s a weight in my chest, I don’t even could move my body.Tapi semesta pasti memberiku obat. Aku diberi segala sumber daya untuk menyembuhkan diri.It’s okay baby girl, you’ll be fine. Continue reading