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Teman pada Satu Musim

  • Mengizinkan diri

    20 Juli 2021 Aku mengizinkan diriku untuk memikirkanmuMengizinkan diriku untuk menangisimuPada setiap malamHingga pagi menjelang Continue reading

  • Over?

    16 Juli 2021 I see us talkingOn the bench in bus station you used to drove meI cry, wanting the feelings of our together stayBut it’s all doneIt’s all in the pastThe feeling was overAnd I think we were too Continue reading

  • The suffer

    9 Juli 2021 I can’t listen to the musicI can’t readI can’t eatI can’t even moveEvery part of myself is hurtThere’s something huge within my chestWeight my breath I’m still crying from last nightI suffer from the pain you made (or I made)But you don’t knowYou will never knowCause I can’t talkI can’t show Continue reading

  • Your time weren’t mine

    7 Juli 2021 The more I spend time with someone else, the more I realized I don’t need someone else. I need YOU. And it’s hurtful hearing you share your time with someone else. Hoping those time were mine. How can I’m at peace if my peace is you? Continue reading

  • Girl of July

    7 Juli 2021 I had the best time with youIt was dry season and breezedSunset in the cliffThe ocean viewThe girl dressed in pinkYou photographed it swayingAnd the scent of the bushes that we were inWe both lying against the groundWith our jacket in our backYou read your marvelous bookDozen time you saidIt was your Continue reading

  • Remembering you

    8 April 2021 I can picture every piece of memories that I have with you in the bus station. You stand accross the road, you drop me in front of park gate, I hug you then. I even sit on the corner we ate on Mi Ayam Tumini. I can see them all as movie Continue reading

  • Menyadari perasaan

    10 Januari 2021 Aku memahami bahwa dirimu tidak melihat diriku sebagaimana aku ingin dilihat olehmu. Aku pula mengerti kau tidak merasai diriku sebagaimana aku ingin kau rasai. Aku menyadari segala keinginan yang menurutku akan membuatku bahagia di masa depan.  Tapi satu hal lain lagi yang juga nyata. Dalam segala pemahaman dan kesadaran itu, aku tetap Continue reading