Di ruang terapi “Selayaknya sebuah pohon. Dulu batangnya hampir tumbang. Rantingnya rapuh dan daun-daunnya layu berguguran. Apakah masalahnya hanya di batang pohon itu saja? Ada akarnya.“Bagaimana dia tumbuh ke bawah menjalar, di sana masalah utamanya. Sekarang pohon itu mulai hijau, batangnya bisa berdiri tegak lagi, seperti Dira. Tapi kemudian ada satu dua hal yang membuat Continue reading

17 Agustus 2021 I’ve been learning through times, been stronger each times. But it doesn’t mean it’s not hard anymore. It is still tough. It is still difficult. At night it still crushes and crumbles me to pieces. It still gives sleepless, it becomes my nightmares. I can manage myself better yet I face it Continue reading

12 Agustus 2021 Is there any place I can make homeCause I lost and lonelyI need place to lay my body downThe place that warm meI get frost bitten here and thereFrom the dark blue cold night Is there any love I can make it mine?My self full of hatred comes from my mindThey constantly Continue reading

11 Agustus 2021 I lost someone, and I feel lonely. The sequences of life hit me again and again about losing. And I’m struggling to get myself back. I don’t know any meaning of it. Even I have someone, I still feel lonely. And now, there’s no one at all. I’m confuse how to feel. Continue reading

10 Agustus 2021 Do you have a dream?Do you want to be a doctor, model, billionaire,A founder, inventer, famous, inspirerI pray for all of your dream Do I have a dreamI do haveA dream that maybe it’s just basic thing for youA dream that maybe it’s just your everydayA dream that maybe you don’t really Continue reading

17 Juli 2021 One night I was so broken and I lost my soul. I was so scared of myself, so scared of how evil my mind could be. These days are still pretty hard, but I live. Continue reading

Juni – Juli 2021 I’m a rainbow when I’m talking to youBut just grey ashes when it’s all silenceI used to a rainbow by myselfBut lately I’m running out my paint May the pain fades awayMay the wound heals soonMay the soul is stronger than before I pour much loveSome take it for grantedSome just Continue reading