Relung

I remember everything
I remember the tears, the pain
I remember how you made me feel
I remember that you could choose to be kinder
Just a little
But you didn’t

I remember I was innocent
I remember I smiled and said ‘hi’
But you couldn’t contain it
My pure
I said shitty things once or two
But God! He knew my heart is pure

I remember when you walked together wearing blue
You think you would be forever two
I smiled a lot and had a good time
I didn’t know you
You clumsy

I read your letter
He laughed
I cried then blamed myself
“You’re such a pity soul who wants more time.”
I was innocent
I wanted nothing

Time walked on my side
I had everything you wished for
I’ve never wished
But what if I’ve never had that everything?