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December 2023

  • Growing tree

    I feel like I’m growing like a tree. Slowly, smoothly, steadily, sturdy, firm and strong. I like being my own tree. But I know that the tree is giving something to others, though it’s just a shade. And others see the tree grow gracefully, they keep her & cherish her with love. Continue reading

  • I was the evil

    I remember I was the bad guyWhen you were the mistake but I became the villainI remember all said about you, “Such a poor little soul.”But turned on me like I was pure evil People cheered on you, laughed with youCelebrating your mistakesYou toast the champagne with no shameI was unseenI had no place, no Continue reading

  • I remember

    I remember everythingI remember the tears, the painI remember how you made me feelI remember that you could choose to be kinderJust a littleBut you didn’t I remember I was innocentI remember I smiled and said ‘hi’But you couldn’t contain itMy pureI said shitty things once or twoBut God! He knew my heart is pure Continue reading

  • The ghost of you

    22 Desember 2023 I’m always be the ghost of youBecause you make me tooYou like it, me lingering in your mindYour words have been haunting meI like it, playing all of them in my mindI don’t forget, not any single syllables There are days you remember me the mostThere are days you wish you could Continue reading

  • Buried my feelings

    10 Desember 2023 I remember the night when we fightHow you refused me though couple months ago you forced meI was mad and you kissed my cheekWrapped your arms around meSo I buried my head in your chestListened to your heartbeat all along the night I should buried my feelings too, shouldn’t I?And I didBut Continue reading