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17 Maret 2022

My life without you is never really easy. I am attached to you not just romantically but you are also my best friend a person whom I share with everything that happened in my life. And I have never been in a situation like that. There is no single day passing without me thinking of you. I’m lost and empty without you.

Everyday and every night I’m terrified that someday I’m going to losing you in fact I lose you already. You are the person that I never had. Of course, what do I have? We have no one and nothing in this life, don’t we? And that fact somehow disturbs me.

I have a lot of work to do to make me feel secure in this relationship, in this friendship. And that is not easy. It’s always not easy dealing with myself.