Relung

25 Agustus 2021

As simple as my body clean, my room clean, my little kitchen works and I eat healthy. As simple as I can enjoy the city lights, adore the moon, look at the sky and feel amazing. As simple as I can walk on the beach, feel the breeze, breathe the air. As simple as I look at the mirror and able to say to myself, “You’re doing well.”

I’m not a dreamer. I’m blessed that I can I live day by day, get enough every night, and have hopes for tomorrow. I’m grateful for small interesting things I can enjoy in present moment. As simple as I can look back and say, “Those are part of my life.” I realize that I’m still longing for something but I accept that something I’m longing for maybe is not the best thing now. Maybe someday, maybe never, maybe not in this life.

I know time will not always as bright as this moment. I write to myself in the future, that I have this day after everything. If something happen and the dark blue sky come again, I will have the day like this too, after everything.