Relung

17 Agustus 2021

I’ve been learning through times, been stronger each times. But it doesn’t mean it’s not hard anymore. It is still tough. It is still difficult. At night it still crushes and crumbles me to pieces. It still gives sleepless, it becomes my nightmares. I can manage myself better yet I face it alone. So is it better?

Maybe the only thing better is even though I’m loosing my mind many times, I still have hopes. I pray for my peace every night, for the good things I believe it will come. I pray for the better me, the growing me, and for completely the heal me. I don’t want to be in this sickness for long.