Relung

11 Agustus 2021

I lost someone, and I feel lonely. The sequences of life hit me again and again about losing. And I’m struggling to get myself back.

I don’t know any meaning of it. Even I have someone, I still feel lonely. And now, there’s no one at all. I’m confuse how to feel. This is just out of my control.

I do have believe, I’m waiting day by day of my day to be bright again. I do believe that life is a wheel of joy and sorrow. But for me, there is an absence of joy. It’s all sorrow.

Because when I was feeling joy, I was frightened too. That couldn’t be real. That couldn’t be easy. There’s always price to pay for every piece of joy.

My joy is fading, I’m fading in sorrow.