Relung

27 Juli 2021

Dear myself,

Many things happen in your life had strengthen you. Every lost is count. Every pain, every mourn, every tears, you overcome them. It was not easy but it passed. It shall pass. You died multiple times, you raised again. You live.

“Breathe,” you said to your self.

No matter how hard it is, feel your breath.

Changes. People change, nights change, years change, seasons change, feelings change, you change. You won’t stuck in one circumstance forever. It may takes days, months, or years to change, universe is never in hurry. You are not in hurry.

You are not your mind, nor your feelings. You can’t free from them everytime. But sometimes you just watch them. It’s amazing, isn’t it? You’re able to watch them. You’re amazing.

Thank you.

For being so brave, being so strong, to let yourself feel, to accept, for being patient in difficult situations. Each time I see you make a little progress, I’m so proud of you. I forgive your mistakes, you grow from them.