Relung

8 Januari 2020

It’s been two weeks we had no three hours coversation. How are you? How’s your doing? How’s your feeling? What do you do? 

I guess you have much work to do and some books you have to finish soon. I bet you tired of working and you want to just focus on what you doing to find and set your goals.

Sometimes I think you have new friend, a woman. I wonder if you have conversation with her more than with me.

Whatever you do, it’s fine for me. As long as make you stable.

Is universe making space between us slowly?

It is fine either. Though it’s hard but I had promised to myself to detach from you. Release, let it go, let it be. Whatever universe will, what could I do. I’ve been laying my back to Universe and will always do.

At least I’d tried. And you know how’s my feeling, you know what I believe. You know everything. What can I do more?

Ra, whatever your path and my path are, you knew they aren’t in my concern.

Tonight, I’m just missing you. I would never be ready to  separate with you, but I always ready to try, I always ready to surrender, I always ready to trust, whatever universe will bring to us.