Relung

Mei 2019

PD

A man who drag me to the jungle, built me a tree house, spend night together, seeing stars and fireflies. But then just leave me with no words, no warning, by the morning.
He shut me up, we numb in silence, he was absence in his presence. And there, I learn one of big lesson in my life.
Later I asked him, do you ever have that feeling for me? He answered, “Little bit. You know where my heart most is. But I love you, so I should leave you.”
Sound of bullshit I know. But if he stay, I would never found this version of me. I would never be who I am right now.
Then we laugh together about those days and pray for each other.